The Freudian

I wrote this in March of 2001

I see my reflection in your narrow, sharp, piercing body
as you shine in the dim light
The decision of your use
holds my life in your hands
I grip you as I contemplate
my tears hit your body and soon fade away
My hands tremble as I touch you
I slowly make you move your way down the spot
and ponder for a deeper connection
Yes or no, No or yes
Decision made
You move in deeper
and slice me open
As my blood suurounds you
fear and panic
Pain, excruciating pain
Tears and hatred
Why did I let you do this to me
Red, gushing, dripping, red
I see the mark you left on me
As I reflect where I might not be
Here alive, happy and free
Free from pain
Free from darkness
Free from those unwanted tears
but most of all
Free from these suicidal tendencies

Written By:

Meghan Leigh

Haunted

Restless nights, tossing and turning
She keeps entering and haunting my dreams
When will this hysteria end
Constantly guarded, uneasy, questioning often
Hatred is not what I have for her
But confusion leading to madness
Why can't I erase the thoughts
Why can't It come to an end
When she and I no longer contemplate one another
And the craziness disappears in the night
Lasting for an eternity
Rest in Peace Ghost
May I gain the power to not allow you to haunt me
May I one day be free
Free from you
Free to live and breath in peaceful serene
Free from madness
Goodbye sweet ghost
You are not wanted or welcome
Goodbye

The Violation

I wrote this in April 2001

A violation of trust
A violation caused from your lust

I am lost within my soul
Searching for a reason why
But I can't seem to find answers
I can't find reason for your madness
All I find is my sadness

I cry from pain
I cry from shame
I cry from anger
I cry from fear
I cry my tears

My tears now burn like acid dripping down my face
They make me sick, these tears I shed
They hurt my sould, darken my heart
They screw with my emotions inside my head

Written By:
Meghan Leigh

Nighttime Lover

Under the starlit night

We lay in each others embrace

My head against your chest

I listen to every beat

My body trembles



I hunger for you

I remember the sweet delicious taste of your moist lips

The craving must be indulged

Tonight take me away to our secret place

That only you and I can explore



Anticipation

Yearning for you and our love

Without resistance I yield to you

Surrender



You work your way down my tender flesh

Exploring every inch of me

We are consumed in experiencing each other

Bodies absorbed in one another

My body arches to feel all of you

Becoming one as we melt together

Electricity flows between us



I am balanced

With you in this moment is where I belong

Volcanic Passion- erupting from within

Released in a massive single explosion

Burning fire, sweet desire, a seductive sin

The air fills with perfume of a sweet love affair



Written By:



Meghan L Morris

Dear Abigail

I wrote this in March of 2001

I said I would always be there
I haven't let you down
I said that I would always care
I haven't forgotten my word
I wish I could have said goodbye
Lord knows I wanted to
He has the same wish for you
and says he loves and misses you too
I wish I could ease his pain
and dry the tears he sheds
But damn he can't let you go
Your memory screws with his head
He cries for you all the time
and never forgets the day
that punk took his momma away
I try to be all that I can
and worry about him always
I will never leave his side
This promise I will keep
I wanted you to know he will be alright
He will fill his void someday
Just remember your baby love you
no matter what you did
Be proud that he has extinguished his rage
and trying turn around from his old ways
Abigail we miss you and the punk he will pay

Written By:

Meghan Leigh