I wrote this in July of 2001
It is the hope that shines in the world of darkness
It awakens the soul
and breaths light into the abandoned heart
Just like rain quenches the thirst of parched rivers
Your smile, your being
revitalizes my tarnished soul
Written By:
Meghan Leigh
August 26, 2009
August 1, 2009
My Heart's Cry
Lord I humbly bow before you I give these burdens over to you Oh God You know the secrets of my soul I am letting go of my pain and my fears. My brokenness I will bring and lay it all down before You my King. I am in need of your mending touch. Heal me Oh God.
Lord Your love is my heart's cry. I long to wake and feel your embrace, to be surrounded in your warmth. I've been bent over, crouched in the darkness, felt empty inside, spinning around out of control. Running to this no where distance. Heal my fading heart oh God. You can fill this void, you can make me feel alive.
Lord quench this thirst I have for You. I ache to feel your presence in my life. Fill me Lord so that I may live in your presence. Draw me close to You oh God. Purify my mind by replacing all my painful memories. Spill your mercy over me, cleanse me with your blood so that I may be made whole in You. Oh God, You are the true lover of my heart, of my life.
Lord I used to run in times of my defeat. When my soul was left broken and abused, I ran to many and away from many things until I was completely numb, completely dead inside. Now I find strength in your embrace. Make my pieces whole again. I yearn for the freedom found in You. I kneel before your cross, pleading for my salvation. Satisfy this cry with endless grace. I feel you holding me as I begin to be restored by You. Make me full of faith Lord. Never silence this cry!!
Lord Your love is my heart's cry. I long to wake and feel your embrace, to be surrounded in your warmth. I've been bent over, crouched in the darkness, felt empty inside, spinning around out of control. Running to this no where distance. Heal my fading heart oh God. You can fill this void, you can make me feel alive.
Lord quench this thirst I have for You. I ache to feel your presence in my life. Fill me Lord so that I may live in your presence. Draw me close to You oh God. Purify my mind by replacing all my painful memories. Spill your mercy over me, cleanse me with your blood so that I may be made whole in You. Oh God, You are the true lover of my heart, of my life.
Lord I used to run in times of my defeat. When my soul was left broken and abused, I ran to many and away from many things until I was completely numb, completely dead inside. Now I find strength in your embrace. Make my pieces whole again. I yearn for the freedom found in You. I kneel before your cross, pleading for my salvation. Satisfy this cry with endless grace. I feel you holding me as I begin to be restored by You. Make me full of faith Lord. Never silence this cry!!
Vulture like Woman
You know who I am, you know my name
You know he is unavailable- but yet attainable to you
You are my constant reminder of the pain within
You are like a vulture awaiting the feast
Unaware that the woman who loves him is torn apart
You continue to toy at his heart- test his emotions- test his commitment
Mistaking our weakness as your chance
Mistaking my failure as your strength
I know his eyes make you feel safe- they intrigue you
I know his words bring you comfort, renew your spirit- give you hope
A womans intuition is no more a myth than his indignant claims of innocence
But he is not my anger- he is not the one I blame- he is not the one I mistrust
You- THE WOMAN- you are my prey
I must control the piqued jealous beast that lurks just beneath my skin
I am not at peace today
I will however fight to maintain my sanity and build my roads on today because tomorrow's ground remains uncertain
I have learned to endure- I am a survivor- a fighter
I am strong and I have worth
I will not walk away
I will not feel defeated
I will continue to love MY MAN with every ounce of me
And pray that you, vulture like woman- fade away
Written By:
Meghan L. Morris
You know he is unavailable- but yet attainable to you
You are my constant reminder of the pain within
You are like a vulture awaiting the feast
Unaware that the woman who loves him is torn apart
You continue to toy at his heart- test his emotions- test his commitment
Mistaking our weakness as your chance
Mistaking my failure as your strength
I know his eyes make you feel safe- they intrigue you
I know his words bring you comfort, renew your spirit- give you hope
A womans intuition is no more a myth than his indignant claims of innocence
But he is not my anger- he is not the one I blame- he is not the one I mistrust
You- THE WOMAN- you are my prey
I must control the piqued jealous beast that lurks just beneath my skin
I am not at peace today
I will however fight to maintain my sanity and build my roads on today because tomorrow's ground remains uncertain
I have learned to endure- I am a survivor- a fighter
I am strong and I have worth
I will not walk away
I will not feel defeated
I will continue to love MY MAN with every ounce of me
And pray that you, vulture like woman- fade away
Written By:
Meghan L. Morris
Unbreakable Two
Rage, volumes of anger
Craziness, consumed in this pain
Words spoken, ripping out everything that ever had a meaning
Stabbing what I called OUR LIFE, feelings of our passing
Crystal blues gives way to black as tears pour down my face
You feel my pain as I release each ounce of my suffering onto you
You see the hurt that Ive built up inside
You hear the questions echoing with whys
My endless screams clutter my mind
Feeling beaten down by our past I cant bear repeating
Hurtful, painstaking journey that we are on
Lashing out my despair inside my head
Freeing my demons I find peace- I find rest
Psychotic love- yet stable, normal
Unstoppable
Unbreakable
Outlasting every obstacle
Our powerful force that both of us fear in silence
Questioning its existence- pushing it away
Pretending we dont hear loves cries
Playing safe to prolong the pain from interfering
Cant attach ourselves to the words
Though the screams inside yell ITS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!
In the center of my madness
You become the calm to my storm
You reveal what it is that I need to see
And how it has always been me
The truth we both believe, we uncover to one another
Because of her we find US
What is meant to BE
What will always BE
Finding us, you and me
Closer, happier, and finally where we need to be
TOGETHER
HAPPY
FREE
Written By:
Meghan L Morris
Craziness, consumed in this pain
Words spoken, ripping out everything that ever had a meaning
Stabbing what I called OUR LIFE, feelings of our passing
Crystal blues gives way to black as tears pour down my face
You feel my pain as I release each ounce of my suffering onto you
You see the hurt that Ive built up inside
You hear the questions echoing with whys
My endless screams clutter my mind
Feeling beaten down by our past I cant bear repeating
Hurtful, painstaking journey that we are on
Lashing out my despair inside my head
Freeing my demons I find peace- I find rest
Psychotic love- yet stable, normal
Unstoppable
Unbreakable
Outlasting every obstacle
Our powerful force that both of us fear in silence
Questioning its existence- pushing it away
Pretending we dont hear loves cries
Playing safe to prolong the pain from interfering
Cant attach ourselves to the words
Though the screams inside yell ITS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!
In the center of my madness
You become the calm to my storm
You reveal what it is that I need to see
And how it has always been me
The truth we both believe, we uncover to one another
Because of her we find US
What is meant to BE
What will always BE
Finding us, you and me
Closer, happier, and finally where we need to be
TOGETHER
HAPPY
FREE
Written By:
Meghan L Morris
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