My heart is heavy. I hate that certain circumstances bring revelation. I can’t even begin to express how this feels. You want to learn to make the most of every day. To tell and show others how much the mean to you. To make an impact on other’s lives so that you leave a legacy behind. But you don’t want to be reminded of these things while knowing Jesus is calling someone home and soon they will leave you and join Him. Wishing death didn’t impact the living as much as it does. Wanting to learn to take out the hurt and rejoice with another life going to the everlasting life. We all should strive to go and be with Him, in the perfectness He has prepared for us. But while in our human flesh, we are weak and we grieve and selfishly wish to keep those we love and care for with us. How to you come in agreement that time is what it is and when he calls we freely give. My heart is heavy.
