Are there things you feel in your heart you cannot forgive yourself for doing? Things you believe or have been led to believe are so horrible that you can never or should never be forgiven for them. It's the major things we consider unforgivable. Things we do when we are at a loss about what to do but are afraid to admit it. There are things that we do without thinking that have a dangerous impact. There are things we do for revenge. These things we consider unforgivable, are the things taht we need to forgive ourselves for doing. the things we hold against ourselves rest heavy on our hearts and eat away at our sense of worth. With an open and willing heart, you can be freed from the prison of self-damnation. Open your heart to yourself, for yourself. If you are a human being, there is something that you need to forgive yourself for.
The way to correction is through the acknowledgment of the truth. The way the Spirit of love and life corrects if through forgiveness.
Many of us have a black hole in our hearts that sucks the fight, the life and the goodness from our lives. Sure there are days when we can laugh and smile and almost convince ourselves and others that life is good. Then, without warning, we are sucked into the black hole of guilt. There may be a black hole in your heart that is full of fear, pain, grief, anger or shame. This is a deep hole! There is only one way to get out and stay out of that black hole. FORGIVENESS!!! Forgive yourself for all the unkind, unloving, unsupportive things that you have thought and done to yourself and others.
Prayer of Forgiveness:
Blessed and Divine Holy Spirit,
Today I forgive myself. I forgive myself for judging my true Self less than a perfect creation of God. I forgive myself for judging myself not good enough. I forgive myself for not sking what I want and what I need. I forgive myself for not asking for your love, your guidance, your grace, your mercy. I forgive myself for believing that I do not deserve to be happy. I forgive myself for judging myself unworthy. I forgive myself for not letting my God-given abilities to shine through. I forgive myself for my desires of the flesh, for living my life in Satan's realm and not in accordance to your divine and Holy Word. I forgive myself for being angry with myself and being angry with others. I forgive myself for the sins that I have professed before you Lord and the sins I accepted your forgiveness for but continually didnt forgive myself for. I ask for and forgive myself for all I have don in violation of your laws. I forgive myself for chosing to live in fear instead of love. I forgive myself for holding on to all the thoughts and feelings that have blinded me, hindered me, kept me trapted in misery and pain. I forgive myself for denying myself the joy of a healthy, safe and loving relationship. I forgive myself unconditionally for anything I have done, in any way I have done it, to deny the prosperous and abundant presence of God's love in my life. I am forgiven and saved by the blood of the lamb, and shown mercy and grace from the Lord my God whom I fear and loves me with all of him.
In your most holy and precious name
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